我决定....

我决定

我要找份很稳定的工作
月入至少两千

明年年头开始读书
diploma business admin

然后
考motor license

最后要为自己的未来发愤图强

我要

加油
加油
加油

半年多.....

这半年多

发生了很多很多事

我

也学了学了很多事

我开始有一种想法了

就是

半工半读

我知道这是个很艰难的的决定

而且

也是很难两面兼顾的东西

但

没办法

我为了我以后的事业，方便找工

拿个课程又用

绝对不会浪费

我明白 我知道

我现在有工作给我

但是

我没理由做这份工一辈子的

我要找一份很安稳而且薪水不错的

那么到时候

我会有时间陪老公，陪小孩，陪家人

而且做到来有·两千的薪水养自己也不错

一个家

并不是一个人来支撑的

而是双方面都要付出的

两方面也要坚持加油努力放心思

这样

才会有完整的家

我会跟你一起好好努力的

哭了...

昨晚我们又吵了

是你第一次这样的骂我

我到现在才懂原来你真的真的对我有很多很多的不满

原来我每一次complain是不对的

原来你是真的不喜欢听我唱歌的

原来有很多原来的东西你都不喜欢我的

原来我要你的多关心你也会觉得我是自私的

我有那么的自私吗？

你昨天骂我的心情

不是说过了就算

这次我的心真的很痛

不管你说我们没有事了

但是我还是.........

我写着篇文章的时候是哭着的

真的很伤心

真的

我要用多少天来复原回去以前的我

而

最重要的事

我现在是怎么了

我到底要怎么做

Love him ^^

I really love him

We have many memories

Although just want 3 months only

But im feel its veli long long time d...

When we only can get REAL ENGAGED?

hmmm...

31st May 2011 (Special date)

Woohoo...

Today is my 1st time go Baskin Robin to buy discount ice-cream

Many people over there

People Hills People See

Woohhhh

Our number is drop aon 616,we have to wait 61 people more!!!!

Oh my Goodness,

1st time hav to wait for so long...

At 1st,hubby can wait,can follow me walk here n walk there

then he find a place to sit down d

i think he is should be ok d

manatau he walk out the shop

n stand there alone

totali dint care me

then i dint care him also,stand alone

2nd,i cnt tahan him d

then i go out chat with him

I hav "or lor" him also...

bt he feel like nothing...

when he know i hav some unhappy,he baru guai guai follow me go in n sit down

He reli look like unpatient

i cnt tahan like this la

Why u duwan think that ,is a good experience for us leh

1st time cum Baskin Robin buy those things onli....

Why u duwan feel its appreciate leh

Hubby know how to pronounce the word,why you kenot understand whats the meaning!!!

Please,you try to understand my mood!

dont let my mood down,ok?

3rd,Hubby alwiz make somthing n "kek" me de

He want to "kek" me until i angry him 96 96

YOR!!!

Like tonight,i dunnoe wat happen for the next day d

I really bo syok he alwiz "kek"

it reli make my mood bad & down

ISHHHH!!!!!!

I really dunnoe what happen on tomoro d...

Maybe Fighting again~~~

Yor,IT'S BORING FIGHT!!!!!

USELESS FIGHT!!!!

NO POINT TO FIGHT!!!!!! HATE!

♥Our Love Song,please learn to sing it ♥

STOP! Im not that kind of person

Nicholas Teoh,

Im telling you here

Im not those stupid girl to follow who is richr than you

I want have relationship not because of materials

Those materials can use money to buy is not valueable

The most important things is that

U say that time can prove am I like this type girl

I will let you know ur thinking is wrong...

Im sorry that before im making your heart break

No confident at me

No believe at me

Nevermind,I let time to prove everythings,is FAIR to u & me

And

This wednesday you take off my ring

my heart almost break more than half d

Now my hand no more ring

bu xi guan qu le

When i do anything no more ring's sound

U say after 1 month only give back to me

Ok,

I DEAL WITH YOU

no problem,im not scare about it

BUT

YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER

PLEASE START TO CONFIDENT ON ME BACK

IF NOT

IM REALLY SADNESS