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I remember that 1st time im start blogging is when im 16th years old,but then now im 20th oredi..time fly so fast...

Monday, October 24, 2011

我会变了吗?

年龄会一直增长

经验会一直累积

到底有什么东西
要怎样做
才能让别人看到我在改变

为什么
我心中有这么多疑问

我爱你,你爱我
是正常的

我最近读了几本小说
都是关于爱情的

几乎每本书都是告诉我
要得到别人爱你多点,也不要爱别人多点,因为怕最终伤害的还是自己

对,它说的没有错
人是自私的
我们应该要保护自己多点
也不要让别人对自己做出伤害的行为

爱情
是个调味料
这是我对爱情的概念
对爱情的信念
当你正处在爱情精华的时候,你会感觉到爱情是甜蜜的
你会觉得我爱你,他爱你,感情就是酱简单
真的酱简单吗?
如果是这样的话为什么还会出现感情破裂
三角恋?
出轨?
外遇?
为什么人类明知道自己在犯错的时候还是回去犯错的?
是自己在犯贱吗?

失恋的人要激励自己
“对方跟你分手是因为他/她不珍惜你,不要退步,至要进步。这是对方在考验自己的耐力和毅力”
每个事情,每个尽力都是上天对我们的考验,如果没有这些人给我们的考验,那么久没有的我们了;我们应该感谢他们的伤害,让自己的坚强有再升高一级了。不要害怕而不再恋爱;就是因为爱所以我们更加需要去追求我们的理想中的爱,不合就分不是儿戏而是对自己有要求才离开,要懂得学习。”

恋爱的人要激励自己
“没有一个恋爱是百分百的;没有一个承诺是永远的,就算是一张婚约也是假的;既然你认定对方就是你认定的那么就好好把握他/她,多关心他/她,把心思放在他们的身上多点,胆切记的是不要盲目的追求,而是要有自己的尊严。恋爱大过天,歌都有给我们唱,我们要懂得分配,那么平衡才能在我们的生活习惯里面。


叹了一口咖啡
吃了一口cheese cake
觉得生活真的是.........
事情是看自己怎么想,怎么做
听取别人的意见是好
但是
自己还是需要主见

加油吧!各位





Monday, October 17, 2011

放弃?前进?

Im confuse that should I continue now my life or not?


Should I give up?

No ones can give me their opinion.
only me....
I know what I want
But i cant get what I want
Why i need make myself so hard
Why dun just let it fly away,go away
Maybe its good for me alot

No need sadness,No need everytime have to think about others.

Should?
Need?
Have to do choose this road?

I should give myself a SPACE to cool down.
Everytime settle d but the problem still around us.

USELESS

是我放不下
是时候学习要放手了
放手的过程回辛苦
但是辛苦可以换来我一生的后悔
都是值得的

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

我决定....

我决定

我要找份很稳定的工作
月入至少两千

明年年头开始读书
diploma business admin

然后
考motor license

最后要为自己的未来发愤图强

我要

加油
加油
加油

Sunday, September 4, 2011

半年多.....

这半年多

发生了很多很多事

也学了学了很多事

我开始有一种想法了
就是
半工半读

我知道这是个很艰难的的决定
而且
也是很难两面兼顾的东西
没办法
我为了我以后的事业,方便找工
拿个课程又用
绝对不会浪费

我明白 我知道
我现在有工作给我
但是
我没理由做这份工一辈子的
我要找一份很安稳而且薪水不错的
那么到时候
我会有时间陪老公,陪小孩,陪家人
而且做到来有·两千的薪水养自己也不错

一个家
并不是一个人来支撑的
而是双方面都要付出的
两方面也要坚持加油努力放心思
这样
才会有完整的家

我会跟你一起好好努力的

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

哭了...

昨晚我们又吵了

是你第一次这样的骂我
我到现在才懂原来你真的真的对我有很多很多的不满
原来我每一次complain是不对的
原来你是真的不喜欢听我唱歌的
原来有很多原来的东西你都不喜欢我的
原来我要你的多关心你也会觉得我是自私的
我有那么的自私吗?

你昨天骂我的心情
不是说过了就算
这次我的心真的很痛
不管你说我们没有事了
但是我还是.........

我写着篇文章的时候是哭着的
真的很伤心
真的
我要用多少天来复原回去以前的我

最重要的事
我现在是怎么了
我到底要怎么做

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Love him ^^

I really love him

We have many memories
Although just want 3 months only
But im feel its veli long long time d...

When we only can get REAL ENGAGED?
hmmm...

31st May 2011 (Special date)

Woohoo...

Today is my 1st time go Baskin Robin to buy discount ice-cream
Many people over there
People Hills People See
Woohhhh
Our number is drop aon 616,we have to wait 61 people more!!!!
Oh my Goodness,
1st time hav to wait for so long...

At 1st,hubby can wait,can follow me walk here n walk there
then he find a place to sit down d
i think he is should be ok d
manatau he walk out the shop
n stand there alone
totali dint care me
then i dint care him also,stand alone

2nd,i cnt tahan him d
then i go out chat with him
I hav "or lor" him also...
bt he feel like nothing...
when he know i hav some unhappy,he baru guai guai follow me go in n sit down
He reli look like unpatient
i cnt tahan like this la
Why u duwan think that ,is a good experience for us leh
1st time cum Baskin Robin buy those things onli....
Why u duwan feel its appreciate leh
Hubby know how to pronounce the word,why you kenot understand whats the meaning!!!
Please,you try to understand my mood!
dont let my mood down,ok?

3rd,Hubby alwiz make somthing n "kek" me de
He want to "kek" me until i angry him 96 96
YOR!!!
Like tonight,i dunnoe wat happen for the next day d
I really bo syok he alwiz "kek"
it reli make my mood bad & down
ISHHHH!!!!!!

I really dunnoe what happen on tomoro d...

Maybe Fighting again~~~
Yor,IT'S BORING FIGHT!!!!!
USELESS FIGHT!!!!
NO POINT TO FIGHT!!!!!! HATE!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

♥Our Love Song,please learn to sing it ♥




STOP! Im not that kind of person

Nicholas Teoh,

Im telling you here

Im not those stupid girl to follow who is richr than you
I want have relationship not because of materials
Those materials can use money to buy is not valueable
The most important things is that
U say that time can prove am I like this type girl
I will let you know ur thinking is wrong...

Im sorry that before im making your heart break
No confident at me
No believe at me
Nevermind,I let time to prove everythings,is FAIR to u & me

And
This wednesday you take off my ring
my heart almost break more than half d
Now my hand no more ring
bu xi guan qu le
When i do anything no more ring's sound
U say after 1 month only give back to me

Ok,
I DEAL WITH YOU
no problem,im not scare about it

BUT
YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER
PLEASE START TO CONFIDENT ON ME BACK
IF NOT
IM REALLY SADNESS


♥ Appreciate ♥ Everything I Have Now

As a human

we have to appreciate many things

ESPECIALLY
our parents
no parents,no ME
They give us our life,they let us get the education
they let us feel that when no ppl help-ing us,they lend their hand.

our BF/GF
they let us feel that full of love in this world
not only happy things,it also a\hav unhappy too
but at least fulfill our blank paper

our friends
They dint calculate how much they give us
Those person hav "yi qi" can as sisters/brothers
they will lend their hand too,but
maybe just "sometimes" only
We can meet many people in this world
But,
how many people u know them alot.
So,friends no need many,just a few "true friend" enough d.



Sunday, May 8, 2011

决定.情绪

路途上终会有人离离合合的

有些人当初时会很坚持自己想要的
但是到最后的时候却悬着放手

人的心理是很奇怪的
是很矛盾的
要1但也想同时间想拥有2

人在感情上也是那么矛盾的
也不懂得要些什么东西的
只知道要一直要,一直多

要珍惜现在所拥有的
当要放弃的时候要想回当初为什么坚持要在一起
很多人在开始的时候都是说能做到的
但后来呢?
后来都会忘了当初,只因为要有未来

感情会影响人类做的决定
要好好控制自己的情绪并不容易
要加油
而且这些情绪管理是学不完的

Monday, May 2, 2011

New life...New relationship

I AM ALIVE AGAIN!!!

COME!wish me goodluck here

Im veli apprieciate what i having now

THX Nicholas Teoh,unleast he dint give up our relationship.
I swear i wont do those stupid things again,it just make our relationship worst.
We promise with each other before,hav stay forever and ever
I wont break our promise since we start.
I m really thx u,my life is better than before because of you......
We have to fight our target each others...
GOGOGO
I love you so much
even though i dint imagine v can together
owhhh...is hard to imagine
Haven start together,im hav a bad image frm you
but at the last we toegther d....
How come ya?
Hmm.....its complicated

But nevermind,now is a new start for both
Come,we work hard together sure can get what we want

love you,nic

Sunday, February 20, 2011

太多事了

最近真的发生太多事了

太多太多我意想不到的事了

我觉得我很悲了
怎么又发生酱的事,弄到我更悲
怎样办
有谁能让我信的
我真的很想分享我的一切
我需要一个很好的聆听者

谁呢?能够让我信的....

天啊,可以让我快快逃离酱的东西吗?
我不喜欢这样的感觉
我宁愿我是平凡的就好

上天对我的考研实在太深了
怎么办~~~
我怕我支持不到
我怕我跌倒下来
我怕达不到上帝对我所要的要求

上帝,我很懦弱
我知道!
您能帮我解决吗?我祷告的,您都听到了吗?
amen~

Monday, January 3, 2011

方炯鑌【壞人情歌:遺憾】MV 特別演出:弦子、孟僅